The Crying Game

Incidents of crying during the past few days include: 

• The parking lot of Botanic Gardens in Nashville
• In the car when my grandmother called
• When my brother send me a text message asking how I was 
• Looking at Facebook and seeing pictures of other people's babies/children
• When reading the many sweet, supportive notes from friends
• When my boss sent me a text Sunday night to see how I was
• Monday morning when my boss came into the office and asked me how I was (it's really embarrassing crying in front of your boss, at least he's clergy and used to it though)
• In the housewares aisle at Target
• In the checkout line at Target
• The elevator of the RE clinic
• In the shower (three times)
• When I threw away the positive pregnancy tests

I keep telling myself it's going to get better - I'm just not sure when.